Aaaah, Shit

Well well. 6:12 am and I wide awake. And this time I'm actually *already* awake, instead of *still* awake. I guess I was just not destined to properly sleep today because of two things that keep me from going back to bed:

1) I had this horribly scary dream. My friends asked me to watch this old movie with a french title, which was supposed to be scary. I just looked at the ad for it, and even if it didn't even look that scary (it was like those turn-of-the-century type of posters) I was already getting a bad feeling about it. We went to Starbucks for coffee and the feeling just got worse and worse, and when we finally watched the movie, I was so scared that I started screaming madly, and even when I closed my eyes the movie drilled itself into my mind's eye, making me see images that are even worse that what was on the screen. I was already in a fetal position on the floor still screaming wildy and the movie just kept drilling itself into me. The images were like those old world drawing, only much more disturbing. I woke up in the dark still afraid and hating the fact that I was alone in my room.


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2) Then, after a while, just when I was ready to sleep again, the phone rings at 5:30 am. I answer it, and this pervert was masturbating on the other line!! I kept hanging up on him and he kept calling and calling until the damn sun was up, until I realized how stupid I was, I didn't realize until around 6:00 am that I could just leave the phone hanging so he can play fuck talk with my floor all he wants. Thing is, I just really have this insatiable curiosity when it comes to people and sometimes I'd humor him just to hear what he's gonna say next. What he says pisses me off something plenty, espcially with the vulgarity of his words (vulgar Filipino, in my opinion is ten times more offensive than vulgar English), but it's sort of a sadistic pleasure of mine to piss myself off by humoring absolute losers.

Not that I'm humoring him the way he wants me to. I just say "and so?" to everything he has to say. Except for the occasional "it's okay to pretend when you lack something" when he talks about his big manhood. But the second he starts fantasizing about me, I drop him right back at the floor.

*checks phone* O_o He's still there.... *shivers* Damn, I wish I had caller ID. I'd call later and tell his mom what her boy does in the wee hours of the morning. I bet he boasts about his "big dick" because he probably doesn't have one bigger than his thumb in real life.

*humors him again*

God, I hate this guy.

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So now, here I am, unable to go back to sleep. At first too pissed to go back to bed, but now I'm too awake and the sun is now too bright and Saiyuki is now on tv. I had the maid bring me up some breakfast (breakfast! wow! haven't had that since Alan left!) and I've decided to stay awake for the rest of the day. Maybe I'll go out to watch a movie later.

Hopefully this guy was just trying to scare me when he said that he's been watching and following me for days now O_o

*checks phone*

.....He's still there.

*hangs up phone to go online*

Yosh.

Oh, and Bunny, "kogyaru" is another word for "ganguro" -- those Japanese girls who dress all fashionable and trendy and wears really really dark foundation (or tan themselves really really dark if the have the money) and white eyeshadow and lipstick... Attractive to some... Disgusting to most... I like their clothes, but I really hate the make-up.